Christmas will never be quite identical without him. I miss this stunning man and the ardor he had for this time of 12 months. I omit the joy he added to the table with each scrumptious meal he cooked. it might be so smooth for me to offer into disappointment at this time each year but I select now not to. rather, I locate pleasure within the gift of existence I'm residing and the loved ones who proportion my lifestyles with me.